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Could this be it?
The breath of fresh air i've longed for since being submerged in water over my head for over a year now?
What is that feeling? I finally did something right? I intrigue someone once again.
I walk in the door and he say's "Hey there gorgeous" and gives me a silly little smile. I giggle and tell him he is "too kind."
The evening begins with a little champagne & carefully selected movie choices.
He's an artist. His work exhibited upon the walls. He shows me films he has made in his past.
One of them with the opening credits introducing Dee Dee & C.J. Ramone as just two of the stars.
Finally, someone in this town who has experienced life outside of these mind numbing, narrow minded walls.
He lived in a N.Y.C. apartment with the Ramones visual arts director Arturo Vega at the 'Ramones' Loft.'
The breath of fresh air i've longed for since being submerged in water over my head for over a year now?
What is that feeling? I finally did something right? I intrigue someone once again.
I walk in the door and he say's "Hey there gorgeous" and gives me a silly little smile. I giggle and tell him he is "too kind."
The evening begins with a little champagne & carefully selected movie choices.
He's an artist. His work exhibited upon the walls. He shows me films he has made in his past.
One of them with the opening credits introducing Dee Dee & C.J. Ramone as just two of the stars.
Finally, someone in this town who has experienced life outside of these mind numbing, narrow minded walls.
He lived in a N.Y.C. apartment with the Ramones visual arts director Arturo Vega at the 'Ramones' Loft.'
I do not believe that I have delighted in someone's company as much as his in years.
Stories I share with him about random atrocities in my life don't bother him like the rest of this town.
People here usually see the things i've done as a shock and misjudge. It's like being taken to a slaughter house,
cutting me up then casting me aside like a piece of undesired meat. Finally someone who can understand me.
It's almost too perfect. Someone who loves music as much as I do, an artist & a complete gentleman.
We're going to go see The Darjeeling Limited tonight. We're on a Wes Anderson kick right now after our movie marathon last night.
It's miraculous that I am finally allowing myself to feel this way again. It was extremely difficult, but I really think I can do this.
I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this.
I have finally distanced the fear of allowing myself to enjoy life. HAH! Somewhere between the middle of last week & now I finally found the courage.
I can tell it is not going to be smooth sailing for me though.
It's just the fact that I have discovered something more important than fear that is so relieving.
You never know who you'll meet.
amazing things are happening right before you.
only if you let them in...
Stories I share with him about random atrocities in my life don't bother him like the rest of this town.
People here usually see the things i've done as a shock and misjudge. It's like being taken to a slaughter house,
cutting me up then casting me aside like a piece of undesired meat. Finally someone who can understand me.
It's almost too perfect. Someone who loves music as much as I do, an artist & a complete gentleman.
We're going to go see The Darjeeling Limited tonight. We're on a Wes Anderson kick right now after our movie marathon last night.
It's miraculous that I am finally allowing myself to feel this way again. It was extremely difficult, but I really think I can do this.
I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this.
I have finally distanced the fear of allowing myself to enjoy life. HAH! Somewhere between the middle of last week & now I finally found the courage.
I can tell it is not going to be smooth sailing for me though.
It's just the fact that I have discovered something more important than fear that is so relieving.
You never know who you'll meet.
amazing things are happening right before you.
only if you let them in...
- Mood:
chipper - Music:the hives-hate to say i told you so
