Get your shit together.
what the fuck is wrong with you?
this man loves you.
he gives you his heart, you rip it out and dance circles around it;
all the while finding some sort of sick pleasure out of his pain.
i have never allowed myself to succeed,
nor have i succeeded at allowing myself to be genuinely happy.
He does everything in his power to make sure i know he loves me
and what do i do in return? I peck away at his flaws like a crow
ripping the flesh off a carcas and showing him the pieces.
What is wrong with me? Who is this person? Where have I gone?
I thought I defeated the depression. How could it be back?
I should be the happiest I have ever been in my life.
I have EVERYTHING I have ever wanted in the palm of my hand,
and all I want to do is destroy it.